KAUAI MARATHON 2026.. OR NOT… OR YES unofficial!
Oh dear. Where to begin. I don’t want this to be longer than
it needs to, so let’s get right to it. We knew there was a hurricane coming
towards Kauai for a week. The race has
been saying, “for now it is on” and that they are checking every 6 hrs with emergency,
etc. Well, last night (night before race that begins at 6am—so that I would be
waking up at about 3:15am for), we got the news it was cancelled. I had spent
the day going up to Hanalei because I knew the storm is coming the day after
the race and there is no way I am leaving Kauai without going to visit my Hanalei😊
And while I was there, I did some things, but then I also went to Hanalei Bay,
and sat. I got still, got quiet, watched the (VERY STILL bay which typically
has surfers, but NO surf waves at all).
I laid down and closed my eyes and let my entire body get still and
relaxed, grounded, and did mental prep. I came back after getting full tank of
gas, getting more bananas (and wine), and went over my final race plan. Off to
sunset, but first I went on Instagram for a few minutes and… to my HORROR saw
that it was cancelled. I thought it was April Fools or, just nonsense. No WAY
this close to race they cancel. But checked my email and there it was. Officially
cancelled.
Again, I won’t go over this too much, but, it was
effectively heartbreaking. I cannot tell you what a driving force, a light at
the end of the tunnel of this freaking 2026 year for me so far. It kept me
going. This is my happy place, my feeling of home, and running is my joy.
Combining those is a thrill. Knowing the course from last year, then really
working on the nitty gritty details with an open mind of curiosity: WHAT WILL
THIS LEAD TO? Was such a thrill for me.
I always say that training is really my joy, and that is the truth: my
summer was MADE by my weekend long runs. Sure, I didn’t want to wake up on
Saturdays already tired from the week, AND, it was also my JOY. The challenge,
the sunrises, the wildlife, the feeling of steering my rudder in the direction
I was seeking…. The full training plan was my light, I reveled in creating a
plan that I thought would be the best preparation for me. I built up to 4 60
mile weeks, and Gosh. Now, that
curiosity had no answer. I wouldn’t be
able to run those terrible hills, haha! As hard as it was, that was the part
that I really wanted to learn how to WORK better this year.
So, with 1-2 hours last night, I still did not know what I
was going to do. I went to sunset in SHOCK and just was like .. not myself. I
had already had my stuff out and packed (run clothes, gear, food, belt, etc etc
etc) but… I didn’t know the exact plan. I had txted with a few people who I have
met locally on what they were doing… and wasn’t committed to anything.
I woke up at 4:13. There was a chance of meeting a group at
5:45. When I woke up, I had a single tear sliding down the left side of my
face. I am sure it was like allergies or
something, but I don’t know, it reminded me of how sad I am. I made coffee and
put run clothes on. I had some messages. I put on some music, and I mean, what
am I going to do? Go take a walk? Go back to bed? No. I don’t even know how to
do that. I don’t know how to give up I’m
at least going to go for some sort of run. I knew there were a fair amount of
marathoners who were doing the half- the actual half course. I didn’t really
want to do that since I don’t know the roads/traffic/ I don’t know the
conditions, would it be safe? So, I kinda wanted to play it safe and stay on
the road that my vrbo is on and just go out and back even if it is like 13 x 1
mile out and back… who knows. I had no plan other than go run some. I wanted to
give myself some grace, but also not too much and I wasn’t sure what that really
looked like for this day. I took some time thinking about who I am, what I’ve
prepared for, and what it means to me and I got some mojo to at least go and do
whatever is available this morning. I wanted to give myself grace to not do the
full if I was not feeling it, if there was any dangerous weather, or if it just
was frankly miserable.
I began at 5:30, I had knuckle lights so even though it was dark,
I had light to see and went 2 miles out and back and felt really great
actually! The sun was beginning to rise and it was a beautiful sky- wispy lines
of light. The air was already humid, but I was so fully aware that I was
grateful to not be starting in the rain. Then, I was going to go on Poipu Rd-
which I knew some of those doing the ½ course might be on (but also was
planning to not follow and just stick with what I knew was maybe safer for me
not knowing what I do not know). There were enough people there that it felt
like a low key 5K community event- not crowded, but there were people in front/
behind me. I felt good still (miles 4-6) Then, I knew they were maybe going to
go left to the half marathon turn and I was thinking, ok, you just go back
(there were some other people going back), but when we were like 15 seconds to
the turn I was like, you know there are enough people here, I think I can go
and have people around and then I can at least run the tunnel of trees road!!! Ok-
most of you know that I am not spontaneous, but I was like, DO IT! And, ummmm I
turned left! *looking back I think this
was possibly one of the BEST decisions of the day, because I Have to wonder how
things would have gone had I been back and forth on and on. So, here I am on
the half course (which is roads I ran for first half of marathon last year)-
and this year, OMG… NOW I feel the hills- last year I think I was on cloud
freaking 9 just doing this for the first time- I was in Shangri-lah and
literally unaware of the hills. And today. My left hamstring hip which is my
nemesis already started feeling things ughhhhh. It has been feeling so much
better in the past weeks so this took me by surprise and worried me THIS EARLY.
But, now I’m going, and it is uphill. I’m trying to relax my shoulders, keep it
easy, but it already feels nothing like easy. My pace feels easy, but my body
feels heavy and hard. This was maybe from 7-11 and I’m definitely honestly
worried because this is too early to feel the effort. I kept checking in with
keeping my body soft and fluid, not creating unnecessary tension. I had 2 girls in front of me for these miles
maybe like 40 feet and they were twins and just running easy and smooth, and I
used them to remind me to stay smooth. Things flattened out and I felt a bit
better, ended up passing the twins, and still felt tired, but kept things
manageable. We start to go a bit downhill as we make our way back (remember I
started 4 miles earlier so the end won’t be 13 for me, it’ll be past that) and
we are at mile 13 maybe and I’m like, I need a port a pot. Not desperate. But.. yea, I would have gone into one. There is
no water, no port o pot, this is not a race…. Oh dear. I think maybe there will
be a lone port o pot somewhere for like construction. But alas, no. I kept running easy, keeping intensity low so
I don’t spike my need to GO! Long story short- there were none- I got to 17.5
which was my vrbo and now I have my plan for when I go insie:
*run in- use bathroom
*it is SUNNY and hot- I had thought it would be a morning of
rain- GRAB SUNGLASSES and your ice bandana, and scoop one of the big glasses in
cupboard full of ice to put outside near a shaded area for your out and backs.
*refill water bottles.
QUICK.
*I did stop my stopwatch for this stop, even though in a “real
race” if I use a port o pot, I am not stopping my watch.
The problem here was:
I go to the bathroom, stand up and can BARELY STAND.
MY RIGHT HIP- the one that DOES NOT BOTHER ME. Is on FIRE. I
cannot walk. My eyeballs pop out. I dig my thumb in and try to take steps and
just realize this actually may not happen but go, try to do the tasks. I do
them while my leg is SHAKING. I just say, leave, hold the stair rail and try to
amble down the stairs with the help of my entire body.
I get on the road and just try to get myself walking, while
I press into the freaking hip. I do and then think, OK, see if you can just
GENTLY JOG. Who CARES what pace. I do, maybe
a 11-12 min pace… and I think it helps, and then things kind of smooth out. (I
mentally note to try to not stop again….. and just to be careful- if it gives
out and I go down, I am now alone, and this is not a supported race course).
Now we are in like 80+ sun and it is ok. I am jogging and
the hip has smoothed out. There is a stretch of this road that goes out and
back 2 mile each direction. There are sections, blazing sun, then some wind,
and then there is some rain, it stops, back to blazing, etc. I am feeling my left calf NEAR seizing up on
hills. (I realize, my right hip is probably overworking for my sorry left
side). I keep taking in electrolytes, fuel and water.
Usually, I save my “Kara Goucher commentating” for the final
mile (or 2). But it seemed necessary at this point: So I began mentally doing my best
commentating of myself- mentally in her voice hearing her say, “Sharon is out
there, because she knows she GETS to do this, this thing that she loves. She loves
it because it isn’t easy, because it tests her physical and mental strength,
because it shows how deep she goes into her heart and will. Step by step, she
is soaking in the beauty of the mountains around her, the sound of the waves
crashing.” And on and on….
And at the same time, I really am suffering quite a bit. I
keep doing math, trying to at least try, because this is the stage where math
becomes hard, and if math becomes hard, then I need to make sure I am taking in
even more fuel and making sure I am ok. I am not fully alone out here on this
stretch. It is not like the half marathon
course, but there are sporadic runners, maybe like 1 every 3-6 minutes that I
pass going back and forth. None of us travelled to heaven/Kauai to sleep in this
morning. Every person, I take time to say, aloha, I’m so glad we are out here
together. I realized that each person was making a difference to each other. On
the various out and backs I passed a few people each way who we just kept
smiling that knowing smile like, this is not easy, but we are doing what we
came here for. As it is said, encouraging others also encouraged me. I did have to walk at one point, and I counted
my steps. I was going to take 20 walk steps, but I turned it to 30 and GO. It was
all I needed.
I got back to my big cup of ice and ice water that I had
planted to refill- the ice was almost melted but used what was left to refill
my flasks and again: when I came to a stop, my leg was like TREMBLING. I
definitely was worried, but also knew I needed to just see what was possible. When
I was at this vrbo/refilling station that I had created- I then had 2 miles left-
1 mile out and back. Which seems like
nothing as I write this. And at the time, each step seemed questionable. I just
had to trust and try and see. During this stretch, as well as so many times
through the race, I channelled so many people, who I knew were out there with
me, my family, my friends who I had shared my heartbreak the previous night, my
training classes/athletes/groups. All the people that I’m IN LIFE WITH, and so
very thankful for. I was so thankful for literally each person out there. The
people who pulled me, who said a kind word, acknowledged with a knowing glance. I was so thankful for all the people who
drove by beeping like crazy- everytime (ummm this was only up until like mile
15)- I would put my arms up, do the shaka sign/ hang loose and do it kinda
crazy as a way to acknowledge the energy they gave me. The last, lonely 8 miles, out and back there was
a woman who drove by and offered me a water bottle out of her jeep (I didn’t take,
but what a generous and kind soul). GOSH, there was SO MUCH to be grateful for.
As I’m turning to my last 1 mile back, through the stages of
high beating down sun heat/wind in my face and wind and I am just trying to
PUSH INTO THE WIND… arghh… repeat. Step by step. More commentating- Nothing is
certain- even as I turn- I have now run out of my mortal sports drink, I am
sucking on a block and trying to make it last, trying to give my blood some
last energy/calories to pull from, adding water to it. There is some downhill,
there is some wind. I am counting steps,
it is like 40 steps (one foot counting) for .05, so I just take it 40 steps at
a time. People are parking on the side
to surf their last waves, and I cannot even look up to acknowledge cars or
people. I am passing all the landmarks
on this road that I have now come to memorize.
I am down to .3 miles, and it still feels questionable. .2 I think I
know I’ll get there. When my watch hits 26.2, I am alone, in the lovely sunny
heat and put my arms up all by myself. I
won. I won. I won. I did 26.2. That is winning. I did it. I did everything I
asked myself to do this summer, and this morning.
Overall, this morning was hard, my body did not really seem
at its best, but I got in what I wanted to do. I am SO proud of myself for the
training, the daily and weekly commitment, consistency and focus on what I was
seeking this summer. And I am proud of taking my disappointment and making a
marathon happen this morning.
I’m so thankful to all of you who support me by being in my
life, Aloha.
KAUAI MARATHON 2026.. OR NOT… OR YES unofficial!
Oh dear. Where to begin. I don’t want this to be longer than
it needs to, so let’s get right to it. We knew there was a hurricane coming
towards Kauai for a week. The race has
been saying, “for now it is on” and that they are checking every 6 hrs with emergency,
etc. Well, last night (night before race that begins at 6am—so that I would be
waking up at about 3:15am for), we got the news it was cancelled. I had spent
the day going up to Hanalei because I knew the storm is coming the day after
the race and there is no way I am leaving Kauai without going to visit my Hanalei😊
And while I was there, I did some things, but then I also went to Hanalei Bay,
and sat. I got still, got quiet, watched the (VERY STILL bay which typically
has surfers, but NO surf waves at all).
I laid down and closed my eyes and let my entire body get still and
relaxed, grounded, and did mental prep. I came back after getting full tank of
gas, getting more bananas (and wine), and went over my final race plan. Off to
sunset, but first I went on Instagram for a few minutes and… to my HORROR saw
that it was cancelled. I thought it was April Fools or, just nonsense. No WAY
this close to race they cancel. But checked my email and there it was. Officially
cancelled.
Again, I won’t go over this too much, but, it was
effectively heartbreaking. I cannot tell you what a driving force, a light at
the end of the tunnel of this freaking 2026 year for me so far. It kept me
going. This is my happy place, my feeling of home, and running is my joy.
Combining those is a thrill. Knowing the course from last year, then really
working on the nitty gritty details with an open mind of curiosity: WHAT WILL
THIS LEAD TO? Was such a thrill for me.
I always say that training is really my joy, and that is the truth: my
summer was MADE by my weekend long runs. Sure, I didn’t want to wake up on
Saturdays already tired from the week, AND, it was also my JOY. The challenge,
the sunrises, the wildlife, the feeling of steering my rudder in the direction
I was seeking…. The full training plan was my light, I reveled in creating a
plan that I thought would be the best preparation for me. I built up to 4 60
mile weeks, and Gosh. Now, that
curiosity had no answer. I wouldn’t be
able to run those terrible hills, haha! As hard as it was, that was the part
that I really wanted to learn how to WORK better this year.
So, with 1-2 hours last night, I still did not know what I
was going to do. I went to sunset in SHOCK and just was like .. not myself. I
had already had my stuff out and packed (run clothes, gear, food, belt, etc etc
etc) but… I didn’t know the exact plan. I had txted with a few people who I have
met locally on what they were doing… and wasn’t committed to anything.
I woke up at 4:13. There was a chance of meeting a group at
5:45. When I woke up, I had a single tear sliding down the left side of my
face. I am sure it was like allergies or
something, but I don’t know, it reminded me of how sad I am. I made coffee and
put run clothes on. I had some messages. I put on some music, and I mean, what
am I going to do? Go take a walk? Go back to bed? No. I don’t even know how to
do that. I don’t know how to give up I’m
at least going to go for some sort of run. I knew there were a fair amount of
marathoners who were doing the half- the actual half course. I didn’t really
want to do that since I don’t know the roads/traffic/ I don’t know the
conditions, would it be safe? So, I kinda wanted to play it safe and stay on
the road that my vrbo is on and just go out and back even if it is like 13 x 1
mile out and back… who knows. I had no plan other than go run some. I wanted to
give myself some grace, but also not too much and I wasn’t sure what that really
looked like for this day. I took some time thinking about who I am, what I’ve
prepared for, and what it means to me and I got some mojo to at least go and do
whatever is available this morning. I wanted to give myself grace to not do the
full if I was not feeling it, if there was any dangerous weather, or if it just
was frankly miserable.
I began at 5:30, I had knuckle lights so even though it was dark,
I had light to see and went 2 miles out and back and felt really great
actually! The sun was beginning to rise and it was a beautiful sky- wispy lines
of light. The air was already humid, but I was so fully aware that I was
grateful to not be starting in the rain. Then, I was going to go on Poipu Rd-
which I knew some of those doing the ½ course might be on (but also was
planning to not follow and just stick with what I knew was maybe safer for me
not knowing what I do not know). There were enough people there that it felt
like a low key 5K community event- not crowded, but there were people in front/
behind me. I felt good still (miles 4-6) Then, I knew they were maybe going to
go left to the half marathon turn and I was thinking, ok, you just go back
(there were some other people going back), but when we were like 15 seconds to
the turn I was like, you know there are enough people here, I think I can go
and have people around and then I can at least run the tunnel of trees road!!! Ok-
most of you know that I am not spontaneous, but I was like, DO IT! And, ummmm I
turned left! *looking back I think this
was possibly one of the BEST decisions of the day, because I Have to wonder how
things would have gone had I been back and forth on and on. So, here I am on
the half course (which is roads I ran for first half of marathon last year)-
and this year, OMG… NOW I feel the hills- last year I think I was on cloud
freaking 9 just doing this for the first time- I was in Shangri-lah and
literally unaware of the hills. And today. My left hamstring hip which is my
nemesis already started feeling things ughhhhh. It has been feeling so much
better in the past weeks so this took me by surprise and worried me THIS EARLY.
But, now I’m going, and it is uphill. I’m trying to relax my shoulders, keep it
easy, but it already feels nothing like easy. My pace feels easy, but my body
feels heavy and hard. This was maybe from 7-11 and I’m definitely honestly
worried because this is too early to feel the effort. I kept checking in with
keeping my body soft and fluid, not creating unnecessary tension. I had 2 girls in front of me for these miles
maybe like 40 feet and they were twins and just running easy and smooth, and I
used them to remind me to stay smooth. Things flattened out and I felt a bit
better, ended up passing the twins, and still felt tired, but kept things
manageable. We start to go a bit downhill as we make our way back (remember I
started 4 miles earlier so the end won’t be 13 for me, it’ll be past that) and
we are at mile 13 maybe and I’m like, I need a port a pot. Not desperate. But.. yea, I would have gone into one. There is
no water, no port o pot, this is not a race…. Oh dear. I think maybe there will
be a lone port o pot somewhere for like construction. But alas, no. I kept running easy, keeping intensity low so
I don’t spike my need to GO! Long story short- there were none- I got to 17.5
which was my vrbo and now I have my plan for when I go insie:
*run in- use bathroom
*it is SUNNY and hot- I had thought it would be a morning of
rain- GRAB SUNGLASSES and your ice bandana, and scoop one of the big glasses in
cupboard full of ice to put outside near a shaded area for your out and backs.
*refill water bottles.
QUICK.
*I did stop my stopwatch for this stop, even though in a “real
race” if I use a port o pot, I am not stopping my watch.
The problem here was:
I go to the bathroom, stand up and can BARELY STAND.
MY RIGHT HIP- the one that DOES NOT BOTHER ME. Is on FIRE. I
cannot walk. My eyeballs pop out. I dig my thumb in and try to take steps and
just realize this actually may not happen but go, try to do the tasks. I do
them while my leg is SHAKING. I just say, leave, hold the stair rail and try to
amble down the stairs with the help of my entire body.
I get on the road and just try to get myself walking, while
I press into the freaking hip. I do and then think, OK, see if you can just
GENTLY JOG. Who CARES what pace. I do, maybe
a 11-12 min pace… and I think it helps, and then things kind of smooth out. (I
mentally note to try to not stop again….. and just to be careful- if it gives
out and I go down, I am now alone, and this is not a supported race course).
Now we are in like 80+ sun and it is ok. I am jogging and
the hip has smoothed out. There is a stretch of this road that goes out and
back 2 mile each direction. There are sections, blazing sun, then some wind,
and then there is some rain, it stops, back to blazing, etc. I am feeling my left calf NEAR seizing up on
hills. (I realize, my right hip is probably overworking for my sorry left
side). I keep taking in electrolytes, fuel and water.
Usually, I save my “Kara Goucher commentating” for the final
mile (or 2). But it seemed necessary at this point: So I began mentally doing my best
commentating of myself- mentally in her voice hearing her say, “Sharon is out
there, because she knows she GETS to do this, this thing that she loves. She loves
it because it isn’t easy, because it tests her physical and mental strength,
because it shows how deep she goes into her heart and will. Step by step, she
is soaking in the beauty of the mountains around her, the sound of the waves
crashing.” And on and on….
And at the same time, I really am suffering quite a bit. I
keep doing math, trying to at least try, because this is the stage where math
becomes hard, and if math becomes hard, then I need to make sure I am taking in
even more fuel and making sure I am ok. I am not fully alone out here on this
stretch. It is not like the half marathon
course, but there are sporadic runners, maybe like 1 every 3-6 minutes that I
pass going back and forth. None of us travelled to heaven/Kauai to sleep in this
morning. Every person, I take time to say, aloha, I’m so glad we are out here
together. I realized that each person was making a difference to each other. On
the various out and backs I passed a few people each way who we just kept
smiling that knowing smile like, this is not easy, but we are doing what we
came here for. As it is said, encouraging others also encouraged me. I did have to walk at one point, and I counted
my steps. I was going to take 20 walk steps, but I turned it to 30 and GO. It was
all I needed.
I got back to my big cup of ice and ice water that I had
planted to refill- the ice was almost melted but used what was left to refill
my flasks and again: when I came to a stop, my leg was like TREMBLING. I
definitely was worried, but also knew I needed to just see what was possible. When
I was at this vrbo/refilling station that I had created- I then had 2 miles left-
1 mile out and back. Which seems like
nothing as I write this. And at the time, each step seemed questionable. I just
had to trust and try and see. During this stretch, as well as so many times
through the race, I channelled so many people, who I knew were out there with
me, my family, my friends who I had shared my heartbreak the previous night, my
training classes/athletes/groups. All the people that I’m IN LIFE WITH, and so
very thankful for. I was so thankful for literally each person out there. The
people who pulled me, who said a kind word, acknowledged with a knowing glance. I was so thankful for all the people who
drove by beeping like crazy- everytime (ummm this was only up until like mile
15)- I would put my arms up, do the shaka sign/ hang loose and do it kinda
crazy as a way to acknowledge the energy they gave me. The last, lonely 8 miles, out and back there was
a woman who drove by and offered me a water bottle out of her jeep (I didn’t take,
but what a generous and kind soul). GOSH, there was SO MUCH to be grateful for.
As I’m turning to my last 1 mile back, through the stages of
high beating down sun heat/wind in my face and wind and I am just trying to
PUSH INTO THE WIND… arghh… repeat. Step by step. More commentating- Nothing is
certain- even as I turn- I have now run out of my mortal sports drink, I am
sucking on a block and trying to make it last, trying to give my blood some
last energy/calories to pull from, adding water to it. There is some downhill,
there is some wind. I am counting steps,
it is like 40 steps (one foot counting) for .05, so I just take it 40 steps at
a time. People are parking on the side
to surf their last waves, and I cannot even look up to acknowledge cars or
people. I am passing all the landmarks
on this road that I have now come to memorize.
I am down to .3 miles, and it still feels questionable. .2 I think I
know I’ll get there. When my watch hits 26.2, I am alone, in the lovely sunny
heat and put my arms up all by myself. I
won. I won. I won. I did 26.2. That is winning. I did it. I did everything I
asked myself to do this summer, and this morning.
Overall, this morning was hard, my body did not really seem
at its best, but I got in what I wanted to do. I am SO proud of myself for the
training, the daily and weekly commitment, consistency and focus on what I was
seeking this summer. And I am proud of taking my disappointment and making a
marathon happen this morning.
I’m so thankful to all of you who support me by being in my life, Aloha.


